I hope you will indulge me the opportunity to share my grief in print. Today it has been 5 years since I lost my beloved Shay. For my friends that have lost a child, I know you understand, and for my other friend...you are my friends...and friends understand, even when they really don't. I have an overwhelming fear he will be forgotten if not talked about. The hole in my heart is still deep and I'm not sure it will ever heal completely.